What I saw the other day

I was on a bus in the city and this disgusting, ugly as fuck obese Mexican illegal woman who appeared to speak only very little English was with a young Caucasian boy who was seated next to her. She was obviously the caretaker of this boy, hired by some yuppie parent or parents to watch him while they work during the day.

The way the ugly woman treated the boy was shocking. She would bark things at him in Spanish which he obviously didn’t understand. The way she treated him was humiliating and degrading. I felt sorry for the poor boy.

At one point the disgusting ugly woman starts eating cheeze-puffs or whatever those disgusting snacks are – I don’t even know what they are because I would never in a million years even touch one. They are so toxic that I would feel guilty throwing one in my garbage bin.

She is stuffing them in her mouth in a way to taunt and humiliate the boy, but then she takes one puff and gives it to the boy and he eats it.

The way she treated the boy was humiliating and degrading. I wonder if the parent(s) know this. What a fucked up life that poor boy must have. Even though his parent(s) have money and are probably rich, what a fucked up family.

Just one more fucked up, twisted, demented thing to witness in the pile of shit city which is such a bastion of liberal values.

Christianity, Morality, and #TradLife

I’ll just be blunt about this: I actually find it sickening that some people think that reverting to Christianity is virtuous. The reason I’m not Christian isn’t because I’m not moral, it’s because I find it immoral to practice Christianity.

To practice Christianity would mean throwing away an essential part of what is spirituality. Christianity is going backwards. Christianity is part of why we have all these problems. Because our spiritual tradition is so fucked up is very much a part of why there is nihilism and all this other sick shit. If we had a healthy, wholesome spiritual core based on wisdom people would’t be turning from it, rebelling from it, rejecting it. That is not to blame Christianity for everything wrong, but rather to say that it is precisely because of Christianity that there can be wrong things. In order for things to go wrong, you need a fucked up spiritual core like Christianity (among other things).

I am a spiritual person and my practice has incorporated things like loving my body, loving Earth, merging my body with Earth at a deep level (the mysticism of nature), being vegan, being into fitness, yoga, and meditation, studying ancient wisdom, being virtuous, being minimalistic with respect to materialism, and pursuing classical arts. Those are not incidental things to spirituality, they are at the core. I find it immoral to go sit on my ass in some building and listen to people blah blah blah and maybe sing some bad songs and have the arrogance to think that that is somehow virtuous or what God wants. Sorry but that’s bullshit.

God wants me outside under the sky, on the Earth, breathing fresh air, with the rays of Sun enveloping as much of my skin as possible. God wants me to run, to swim, to do yoga, to sweat, and to practice intense dhyana. God wants me to pursue classical arts because that is cultivation. God wants me to become learned but not without my body, not without my soul.

So fuck Christianity, which I find repulsive. Sorry, but to think that you’re ingesting the body and blood of Jesus, that’s basically fucked. If you want to become one with God get off your ass. Put on your running shoes and get outside. Do yoga in the grass. Feel the ground pressing into your face as you face down in a yoga posture, humbling yourself on Earth.

Eat vegan. Don’t kill sentient animals. Practice wisdom. Study the sermons of Buddha who was really fucking wise. Study the wisdom of Taoist masters. Study classical arts. Cultivate yourself.

Christianity is part of why we in the West are fucked. It is part of why our culture is failing. Because this essential component of our culture is fucked up it enabled our culture to be weak and fucked up and fail like it is. Reverting back to Christianity is not the answer. Wake the fuck up and move forward.

Sorry there’s no easy, pat answer. Traditionalism shouldn’t mean regressive conformity. Look at other advanced, evolved cultures and understand what advance and evolution are, and add your own wisdom to it. You know inside where to go.

How grubby the City has become

Walking and riding buses through city today. It’s shocking, sad, and upsetting how grubby the city has become. You see illegals everywhere. If you see any construction projects going on almost all the workers are illegals. They all speak Spanish or Cantonese.

Buses are packed with lots of illiterate illegal welfare plundering migrants. Lots of little old Chinese ladies gabbing away in Cantonese who look like they have an ice cube’s chance in hell of ever being able to meaningfully participate in our country or our economy. Of course, that’s not why they’re here. They’re here to plunder the resources. As Stefan Molyneux said in the video I posted yesterday, if you have a welfare state you cannot have open borders. What you get is full-scale plundering. You have the private sector reaping benefits while the public sector gets raped. Straight up Fascism 101 as Stefan said.

The fascists are in their privileged enclaves, far away from gritty, sick reality of the streets of the cities they destroy.

Years ago when you’d go through the city and ride buses they would be full of citizens and productive people. The were not these grubby, squalid, alien places. That this was allowed to happen is an arch crime and every public official responsible should be prosecuted for treason. This is the plundering, the strip-mining of the wealth of Americans.

Americans should be pissed and they should wake up and realize the urgency of stopping this invasion of their country.

I thought I had a basic human right to sanctuary. To live in a city free from invasion, from becoming a grubby, decrepit pit full of illegals who don’t share my culture nor speak my language. I thought I had a right to live in a city built by my ancestors, a place where I could be safe and live sustainably, not have my city given away as a welfare benefit by sick public officials who should be prosecuted and jailed for treason.

The invasion of illegals

about 1 in 8 students in California schools has at least one parent who is undocumented

Education Trust-West, an advocacy organization in Oakland, estimates that 750,000 students in California’s preK-12 schools have an undocumented parent

This is full-scale invasion. Every public official responsible for enabling this should be prosecuted.

Taxpayers are paying for this. Opportunities for citizens are lost. Precious resources are drained on this. This is treason against America. Full scale invasion.

Last week in an interview with The Associated Press, Trump said undocumented students who have received temporary relief from deportation through the DACA program could “rest easy.” “We are not after the Dreamers…”

That is breaking one of the most important promises he made when he ran for office. He was elected explicitly to address the problem of the United States being invaded on the promise that all illegals would “have to go”.


Physiological differences in brain structure

Brain region linked to introspection

WASHINGTON — New research has uncovered a part of the brain that is larger in people who seem particularly introspective.

Some people know their minds better than others, and research being reported Friday is a step at understanding the biology behind that important part of human consciousness.

Brain region linked to introspection

Insular Cortex
Prefrontal cortex

The team then performed structural and functional MRI scans on the two different groups to compare the volume of different regions of their brains.

What they found was that participants who were highly lucid during dreams had larger anterior prefrontal cortexes, which is the region of the brain that controls conscious cognitive processes and plays an important role in our ability to self reflect.

Scientists May Have Found the Part of the Brain That Enables Lucid Dreaming

People who are aware, and often in control, during their dreams have one thing in common, researchers have found.


I love my intelligent brain!


larger anterior prefrontal cortexes, which is the region of the brain that controls conscious cognitive processes and plays an important role in our ability to self reflect

larger anterior prefrontal cortexes

Retardedness creates more retardedness

Retardedness creates more retardedness. Being around retardedness, being exposed to it, makes you retarded. Whatever is around retardedness becomes more retarded.

There is a lot of retardedness. It’s all around. But rather than choose to transcend it, people choose more of it.

Society is collectively choosing more retardedness.

24 hours ago I thought I would have to drop my courses

24 hours ago things were so fucked up, I was so sick, toxed out, and tired that I thought I would have to drop both my online courses. Now I’m back to getting A’s.

Retardedness creates retardedness. Being around retardedness makes you retarded. Retardedness spreads like a disease. In this fucked up society having a lobotomy is a “advantage” (yes I put quotes around it because even though it seems like it is it still is not even if the “disadvantaged” bleed or die).

Follow Buddha’s teachings. When you are consumed as a consumer, consumed by your attachment to senses, when you give in to shit in order to be “entertained” you create damage. You spread retardedness. You cause unwholesomeness to increase in the world and wholesomeness to decrease.

Follow Buddha’s teachings. Only classical arts are worthy of pursuing. Gregorian chants. Lute music. Harpsichord music. Rock music is retarded. Big band music is retarded. Jazz is retarded.

If you pay money to go to a modern art museum and they have installed “art” by some fuckup loser who just creates garbage, is destructive, sows destruction in the world, inflicts harm upon others, then you are inflicting harm also. It may seem cool to go to the art musuem to see the shit, but your weakness causes suffering.

Remember you don’t need anything else. You are the source of everything. What you create is most important. What your teachers and masters who have come before you create is important.

Obviously it’s the same thing with television, movies, music, and other things. It’s the same with food. Oh yes, look around you at how sick everyone looks. Maybe I shouldn’t even write this because everyone’s too sick and gone over the edge for it to even matter.

There is life and there is suffering. Life is life. It can either occur with suffering or without. If life is put up as the highest goal without regard to decreasing suffering, then what you might get is hell and imprisonment.

If you want what is good then you want to minimize suffering and that requires more than just perpetuating life. If you want more than enslavement then you must choose freedom and that involves decisions which require clarity and honesty and certainly discomfort at times. It requires discipline which is something cultivated.

Retardedness is enslavement. It creates more enslavement. There’s a lot of retardedness as a result of extremely bad decisions. People don’t want things to collapse but then the engage in behaviors which cause collapse.

America and the world needs to wake the fuck up. But maybe it would rather just be comfortable and consumed.

I’m not going to tell you not to kill. Maybe you have to kill to be free. Maybe not.

You choose: Brahmanic cultivation or retardedness. Wholesomeness or unwholesomeness. Freedom or enslavement.

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